Today I had to do one of the hardest things I have ever done.
I had to let her go.
Savannah started her downward spiral last week, with sneezing, of all things.
The vet examined her, and although some of her numbers weren't great, she should be ok. We just needed to get her to drink and eat.
All weekend long, I carried her around like a baby, trying to coax her into taking a small drink her or a nosh there. She was very content to be held (which is so unlike her). The really crazy part was she wanted to be outside all the time. Never in 14 years did she enjoy being outside. This weekend she must have spent 10+ hours out in the sun, checking out the pond or swinging in the hammock.
Yesterday I took her in. It was obvious she needed more help than I could give. She needed fluids. There was a sinus infection (!). There was hope that if the doctor could regulate her kidneys, her toxicity numbers would drop and she would be fine.
All hope left this morning, when she developed signs of nerve damage due to her diabetes, and lost the ability to control her bodily functions. After talking with the doc, I had every intention of bringing her home, for one last day in the sun. Give us a chance to say goodbye in familiar surroundings.
When I arrived I knew it wasn't meant to be. And that is the hardest decision to make.
I am heartbroken. But I know I did the right thing. And I held her until she was gone, even though I was scared and upset.
WE will always love you, Savannah.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
sweet Savannah Belle
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
a little of this...
Monday, May 19, 2008
Gettin' her girl on
Climbing 40 feet into the air, connected by a harness, some carabiners and rope would be out of lots of people's comfort zone. I know it was out of mine!
But watching Emma conquer the high ropes challenge at camp was amazing. She was scared. It was wickedly windy. And she did it anyway.
Never at any time did I not feel she was safe. Never did I consider not letting her try.
She rocked my world!
Thursday, May 15, 2008
they be illin'
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
I'm on a roll now...
Another 30 minute Thursday layout
this week's theme:
vacation picture
hidden journaling
paper clip
my scanner of course cut the bottom of the LO off, but we're just gonna pretend that it's all there. See how easy that was?
Super simple. A few scraps of Creative Imaginations paper, a Making Memories paperclip, & Heidi Swapp letters & tape. The journaling is hidden under the photo witht he clip; the tape acts as a hinge.
My journaling is about how Ev saw a kid climb the palm tree and I knew he was gonna do it too.
For fun, I drew a picture of a palm tree on the back side of the cardstock, and then I traced over it with an embosser thing. It's sort of a de-bossed look. I then rubbed a tiny bit of chalk over the drawing with my finger, just to bring out the design. And because I haven't used all this chalk I had to have...
You know how that goes.
Another page done.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
A few recent finished objects
These are a pair of prairie boots I made for my Mom, who gets very chilly feet. They are made from a lovely kettle dyed Malabrigo yarn (it's fun just to say it!) The top folds down or you can wear them higher. They look a lot like my knit Uggs, only about $85 cheaper! If I could find something to use as an outdoor sole, I would totally make these to wear places. They are cozy and soft and oh so nice.
They have leather on the soles so she doesn't wipe out. And I used my Crop-a-dile to punch the holes, so I am still using the occasional scrapbook supply. HA!
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Novi Jaguar Tournament
You win some, you lose some.
Yesterday we won and won.
4-1. 8-1.
Evan started out a little unfocused in the first game, but hey, it was 6:15 when we got up! I was a little more than a little unfocused. He scored 2 goals in the second game, and played stellar throughout. They all did. It was so great to see them win and finally play like the team we know they are.
Today's game was another matter. The team we played had won both of their games too. Winner goes to the finals, plain & simple.
Their team scored one goal and spent the rest of the game kicking the ball out of bounds. There was no passing, no skill. Our boys outplayed them a 1000% but weren't able to sink one. We go home.
They were awesome. They deserved to win.
But you lose some, and that's ok too.
They were awesome.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Guess what?
Friday, May 9, 2008
Thursday, May 8, 2008
job for a day
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
beautiful spring days
I have been feeling a malaise the last few days, and I'm not sure why. I'm going to hope lilac aromatherapy will be enough to snap me out of it.
I have slowly begun work around the yard. I wish I could just top off the mulch and call it a day, but I need to get more dirt and move some plants and bury the sprinkler line and and and.
My pond is still much greener than i would like. I went to a pond store on Monday and bought a chemical that is supposed to help with that. I hate to use so many chemicals, but drastic measures need to be taken. I also drained about 90% of the water out (unintentionally. I was at soccer practice) and siphoned a bunch of stuff off the bottom. The good news is that we have 2 fish! A koi and a skeeter eater. I think they have turned into their prehistoric brethern and live in the ooze at the bottom and we will never see them. Maybe the sunlight will entice them to come out. Maybe they are getting ready to evolve.
Some unauthorized animal was in the pond this morning. 2 plants were knocked over and the spout on the bubbler has gone missing. When I let Bud out this morning he was sniffing all over the flagstones, which is a dead giveaway. Duck? Bunny? Raccoon? I know we have them although I have never seen one. Whatever it is will be mighty disapointed to find no fishies.
Have a gorgeoous Wednesday!